11.09.08

Because sometimes things are not what they seem to be.

Posted in Uncategorized at 5:48 pm by ummsofiyyah

I’m super exhausted but I just feel like blogging this.

 

Thank you for coming all the way to school on a Sunday morning just so I can do what I’m supposed to – and it doesn’t even concern you.

Thank you for letting me sleep a little while more despite the fact that you ended up having to wait for me.

 =)

 

Because I want to have more MacD’s breakfast with you. (Hopefully they won’t run out of maple syrup again.)

Because I want to take a stroll around the deserted part of campus (only this time, I want it to be a STROLL and not fastened, quick paces in a bid to find a place for us to study and charge our lappies).

Because I want to have longer individual studying sessions (but together) in the comfortable and super silent discussion rooms (we’ll book it again, getting it right the next time around ok?); so you can finally make full use of your sweater, compass and sejadah.

Because I want to sit at the forum with you, overlooking lovers’ park and laugh and laugh at things only you and I know about.

Because I want to have more MacFlurry’s and Chocolate Sundaes with you while again, laughing at things only you and I know about.

Because I want you to have a locker so that I can leave you more notes and chocolates at random times, and maybe even some dead cockroaches.

Because I want to walk down the stairs from Techno Edge when it is pitch dark and we had to slowly make our way down while talking about hantus and cockroaches.

Because I actually enjoyed the long bus ride home after bidding you farewell and immediately receiving an sms from you the moment I alighted from the bus. Yes, you be the PM and do just what you told me you wanted to, ok? ;)

 

 

So here’s a post for you. For the times we had tadi, and more to come, insyaAllah :)

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Love you. Fillah:)

 

 

 

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I am suddenly reminded of a couple I personally know. They already have a son, and then God gave them a daughter. Unfortunately, the daughter was tested with several physical and internal organ abnormalities that she had to drink milk from a special tube all the time. And she was practically immobile, unable to respond, unable to cry even. Doctors told them from the start, that it’s just a matter of time before she’ll be taken away; there’s just simply no hope for her. But they accepted her, and waited for God to take her away.

 

And you know what the mother said? “My only wish is for her to be able to call me mother one day.”

 

But God knows better, and He took her only to place her at a better place soon after. But God let them have her longer than the time the doctors had stipulated.

 

 

And guess what, a year later or so, the couple was blessed with another baby. This time a son. Big, beautiful eyes, the loveliest smile, curly hair, and the least troublesome to look after. He certainly brought happiness to the family. A well-deserved happiness. May Allah them bless all. And the baby who was beautiful in her own way.

 

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Patah tumbuh, hilang berganti.

Yes, don’t lose heart over a loss. Sometimes, God takes it away from you only to give you something better.

But sometimes, there simply isn’t something which is better. So you’ll just have to wait for the day it’ll be yours. Yes.. Wait. :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Laugh and sing, but while we’re apart
Don’t give your heart to anyone
And don’t forget who’s taking you home
And in whose arms you’re gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me.

The very last dance.. For me.

 

 

Takde kene mengene I know. I just like it. Heh.

 

 

I’m sorry. It’s that time of the SEMESTER.

xoxo.

 

16 Comments »

  1. the cutest :P said,

    Awwwwww….~ sweetest, that’s soooooooo sweet of you to dedicate a post to a certain someone.

    And I never regret switching on my laptop the first thing in the morning and read your post. I somehow feel appreciated and special. Teehee..

    Thanks for everything, and I mean EVERYthing~

    You are certainly the sweetest being. And I’m glad to have known u ;)

    k la da tk boleh pnjng2. nnt terlebih mushy muntah pulak
    *bluek*

    All the best for dapat-balik-paper besok!!

    Uhibbuki fillah aidhan! <3

    (:

  2. ummsofiyyah said,

    Ala you ni. Takmulah pakai panggilan manja depan khalayak ramai. Malu lah. :p

    No, really. Thank you very much. I owe you a lot. Kalau tak, memang pagi2 ni jugak hannah kene make my way to school and I really don’t know if boleh terhabes in time. You saw sendiri how I struggled with it yesterday. So, really, thanks:)

    Of course you are special. So you can stop having those msn nicks saying how you feel you aren’t, ok? :p

    Jazaakillahu khairal jazaa’:)

  3. jelot said,

    eh i am JEALOUS.
    i also want KORANG punya attention!
    mana boleh seyyyyyyyy KORANG.
    mana boleh!!

    dah lah i’m NOT ALLOWED to be hannah-montana’s OTHER fiancee. *steals someone’s msn nick : i’m a nobody*

    HAHAHAHA :p

  4. ummsofiyyah said,

    So what you’re jealous. Special treatment is NOT accorded to everyone. That’s what distinguishes fiancees from mere ACQUAINTANCES.

    WAHAHAHA.

    Of ourselah kau not allowed. Kau dah violate the no.1 rule nak jadi tunang aku, and the purpose we have this whole tunang2 thing altogether:p

    So kau kene pilih. ME, OR HIM? :p

    HAHAHAHA. Kau jangan nak step “i’m a nobody’ kat sini ok. Ngengade. blek.

    And jelot, jangan nak eksyen eh. You know who you are to me:)

    Tata. Doakan for my exams k.

  5. nuuuuuun said,

    alah but i don’t get the stroll along *somewhere somewhere* treatment seyyy!

    so technically i’m still very sore and jealous :P

    i am going to steal your fiancees one by one, so you’ll have no choice but to accept me as your (VERY well-known) two-timing fiancee. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA (ok i also cannot believe i typed that.)

    HAHAHAHAHHAA joking k, i love you even if you don’t take me as your tunang.

    and to the certain someone featured in your post, i love you too! you’re not allowed to delete my MMS (with the bapok voice) unless your phone is rosak. jelot nye phone rosak sey, jadi _ _ _ nye mms tu da tkle dgr :(

    p.s: sedap tak nickname baru aku?? macam baca Surah al-Qalam kan!! *main2 kening jugak*

    p.p.s: so tak fair you never aameen-kan my zaujah solihah dream! email aku tu sampai bila2 tkkn wujud sey haha :P

  6. ummsofiyyah said,

    True. and the laughs we had as we sat at the forum, and the card, and the breakfast and the ice-creams.. Yeah, come to think abt it, you’re missing quite a lot seh. HAHA:p

    Nak steal fiancees aku? Amboi2. You don’t know the other well, and you don’t even know the other one! Nak steal macam mana? Tsk tsk. Niat jahat kau tu takkan ke mana jelot. Sedarlah.

    HAHAHA. what’s up with the nick seh. Tak paham aku. Takpela, ape pun, i love you too.

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Of courselah aku ameen kan. Ape halnye tanak ameen kan benda baik. Semoga kau jadi zaujah solihah, yang filled with rumansa, yang jamiilah, yang jadi qurrata ‘ain untuk suami kau. Cepat ameen kan! hehe.

  7. the cutest :P said,

    sweetest sweetest, nuuuun tu sapeee…………????? ehehhh :P
    eh nuuuun, tu ah nama apa kes? hahahaha.

    and mmg hp _ _ _ tgh rosak! tu ah klau tk blh buat jadi alarm clock eh. konsfim ley bgn punyaaa.. hahaa. :P

    yay hannah setia dgn cutest! (wlpn ade tunang yg lain) hannah tkkn bertunang lg knn? alhamdulillah terkabul jugak doa ini. HAHA.

  8. ummsofiyyah said,

    nuuun mmg m_jnuuuun sket. so pardon her merepekness.

    hahahahaha. ape salahnye hannah tunang lagi. kan bagos. :p

    da sudah. banyak2 cakap pasal benda gini tak bagos untuk exams yang mendatang. takleh concentrate, asek distracted je nanti:p

    ‘alaa kulli haal.. jaga diri jaga iman k korang. bittaufiiq ma’annajaah. uhibbukunna fillah. :)

  9. haha said,

    hannah, kalau u belum berpunya, i sanggup jadi your best man…hehehe

  10. ummsofiyyah said,

    helo haha. and you are?

    a best man for my husband you mean? thanks for the offer! :)

  11. nuuun said,

    rabak _ _ _ doa H tk tunang ngn nuun. :P anyway hp nuun pun rosak, dah ganti a kental nokia.. haha nanti _ _ _ da habes exam kita mms lagi ah! or kita jumpa and record2 suara kat hp each other. HAHAHA. (itu H pun tak pernah buat ngn _ _ _ YAYY)

    by the way, H punya blog is the first site i visit everytime i switch the laptop/pc on eh (come to think of it, letak as homepage pun bagus HAHA) aku addicted ah hannah, aku sungguh bersemangat nak REKINDLE THE FLAME we once had waktu aku sounding2 kau jadi ADIK. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

    ok2, insyaAllah kullukunna naajihaat okiiiesss!

  12. ummsofiyyah said,

    jelot. nuun tak best ah. kalau nak aku panggel kau maj boleh. Coz I prefer the first half rather than the 2nd half:p :p :p

    wah wah wah. ku tau la kau syg aku, dan aku pn syg kau jugak.. tp tk perlulah begini jelot. REKINDLE THE FLAME segala. Nak terharu pun tak jadi. Tergeli ade ah:p Sounding2 jadi adik lagi takmu cakap ah. Itu zaman kekentalan maksima yang tak rela aku imbau semula eh. Thanks to YOU ah for the bad memory. HAHA:p

    syukran for the du’aa. jazaakillahu khairan kathiira. date lepas exam jadi ok. u owe me MAD JACK sista. tata!

  13. the cutest :P said,

    ok ah nuuun, kte record2 suara! romantik ehh.. (sori ah sweetest, cutest curang kejap eh. lgpn nnt kn cutest nk kawen dgn org lain :P:P)

    eh sweetest, wo xiang ni la! haahah~ all the best eh for gen bio exam! serrrraaaaam wo.

    ni ke’ai. wo ai ni. ni hen hao ren. ru guo wo si, ni xiang wo ma? HAHAH cey mcm step paham sey cutest. hentam aje. hahaha

    k bye :P

  14. ummsofiyyah said,

    HAHAHAHA. awww. hebat jugak untuk someone yang da amek level 1000 chinese eh! hehe.

    wo ye xiang ni. ni ye hen ke’ai. tai ke’ai la ni. ni ye shi wo de hao peng you. wo ai ni:)

  15. nuun said,

    oi aku type cina time tu kau tkd puji pon!
    and aku tk even ambik the level 1000 mandarin okay!

    double standard just because i’m pu ke’ai! :P

  16. ummsofiyyah said,

    hahhaha.

    yelah yelah. jelot pun hebat ok. *clap2*.

    (macam budak2. tah siapa yang kakak kat sini pun aku tak tau. tsk tsk.)


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